March 1

Dream of a new watch prototype design, advancd computer tablet... fairy bouncers and an Alice in Wonderland garden for High Tea under the midst of sun and blue sky with lush grash surrounding... sometimes I wonder why my brain wanders with these random thoughts

Dream: Casino Royale ?

I had a dream: I was in a casino, it looked like a mansion or even a palace.

It was an European/ Rome theme potentially Athens fitted with many gold pillars and white marble. There I tried to get out of the place as I didn't like to gamble. Trying to find a way out, I found myself stumbling into the VIP section. There was plush red carpet rolled everywhere, well dressed guards and then there was lightning sound and suddenly water sprinkled from an artificial, manufactured sky so I ran to protect not me but my bag. Then as it stopped I was on top of a pair of stairs, there I observed as a VIP member played a game of golf of a large carpet area.

Breathe.

The image of you smiling warmly replays in my head
again again like a beautiful novel still unread
pages left, pages dusting away
some nights, some very late nights I wake up and I pray
wishing you were by my side to tell me everything will be okay
you promised me forever
you saw a future together
in my dream you appear, but when I wake I can't see you

are you a reality or imagination through my sweet dreams?
because the pain and emotions feels real every morning on the train I start to close myself away from the world of what it seems
slowly I put my headphones on, I close my eyes, a picture of you and me when we met, now I'm standing there next to other passengers, there again I close my eyes.