March 1

Dream of a new watch prototype design, advancd computer tablet... fairy bouncers and an Alice in Wonderland garden for High Tea under the midst of sun and blue sky with lush grash surrounding... sometimes I wonder why my brain wanders with these random thoughts

Dream: Casino Royale ?

I had a dream: I was in a casino, it looked like a mansion or even a palace.

It was an European/ Rome theme potentially Athens fitted with many gold pillars and white marble. There I tried to get out of the place as I didn't like to gamble. Trying to find a way out, I found myself stumbling into the VIP section. There was plush red carpet rolled everywhere, well dressed guards and then there was lightning sound and suddenly water sprinkled from an artificial, manufactured sky so I ran to protect not me but my bag. Then as it stopped I was on top of a pair of stairs, there I observed as a VIP member played a game of golf of a large carpet area.

Breathe.

The image of you smiling warmly replays in my head
again again like a beautiful novel still unread
pages left, pages dusting away
some nights, some very late nights I wake up and I pray
wishing you were by my side to tell me everything will be okay
you promised me forever
you saw a future together
in my dream you appear, but when I wake I can't see you

are you a reality or imagination through my sweet dreams?
because the pain and emotions feels real every morning on the train I start to close myself away from the world of what it seems
slowly I put my headphones on, I close my eyes, a picture of you and me when we met, now I'm standing there next to other passengers, there again I close my eyes.

fact and fiction

I had a dream, where I saw a girl looking sincerely at a boy standing in front of her she looked like she missed him alot through her eyes...he looked at her listening for what she had to say next. He listened carefully to her say sorry for not answering them back then- not giving them an answer when they wanted one to whether they would be an item, leaving them in doubt and confusion which was never her intention. So in that dream that was so vivid, she was there giving him a big hug and he hugged her back with affirmation. Tears streamed down her face with contentment to be there with him again being accepted in his arms, it was intepreted as a second chance.

 I woke up, and realised it was just a dream and the sun was shining from the corner of my window....there I dried my eyes feeling the emotions of the girl, real tears had streamed down my face in the dream and the emotions felt were so real in the dream as if I was reading of a novel... This distinct dream lingered in my mind because it was so vivid, heavy hearted with thoughts about love- I caught the morning train


Emotive dreams- can seem so real you can't tell its fact or fiction because you start crying... in a sad/ joyful dream. Or start laughing in a funny, light-hearted dream.

6 September

Hm ok if I'm not dreaming of jumping over skyscraper height buildings illuminated by the night sky fearless I've been dreaming about food... yes alot of food.

It included really nice icecream, somehow incorporated taste in my dream...and the other day I dream of going to buffet. Maybe it explains why I get hungry when I go to work and crave for breakfast.

Insight:

Flying dreams - if you are flying with ease this is a good sign, if you can control your flight and ascend, it resembles control of your current life- your feeling that matters are under your control. A dream where you tend to struggle to fly or take off, reflects that feeling you have at the moment in life, you maybe fearing something, a blockage or experiencing doubt of moving forward.

Food dreams - Do you like what you are eating/ drinking? Observe what you are feeling, the emotions in your dream will tell you how you are feeling currently in your waking life. Eating food you like is a good symbol. To eat food can also indicate you need comfort at the moment, just like the term 'comfort food'. You maybe craving something, requiring some reassurance...or simply wanting to eat breakfast (like me).

Another random dream flash

Sometimes my dreams are much more vivid than my waking life...as if my dream is my reality. I seem to be able to solve problems that I can't in my waking life...I can think on my feet to fly to safety, jump over buildings, soar, fly like a bird, accelerate, dream of collection of different ideas within a matter of a minute. I've had a dream flash of: eagles, a Gundam robot, a pair of lovers holding hands, shooting stars, a sky full of stars, wolves, a purpole wall with a few love notes stuck on complimented by some music that is like Birds of Tokyo and then I wake up...to my room with the white wall next me~

The mystery of the dream

trapped in the past...it seems it was just yesterday- every moment...vivid memories captured in dream replay in my mind... is it reality or is it just a dream?